Looking around in my email account for a Fascicle file, I stumbled upon my "draft" folder with some poems written from 1999, including some of my earliest search engine sculpting-type things. One of the pieces actually made a couple people get up and leave workshop in disgust! Good times. I like these poems as much as anything I've done lately . . .
MESSAGES FOR THE MAESTRO
I.
During the second movement, the conductor established tempo.
the tempo? absolute pitch? Relative pitch
The note may be
The music is you consider that music?
color in Stravinsky and music in Giotto, maestro
i love
Lance:
Music That Changed My Life
II.
The English word baroque is derived
from Bach
Melody and
tone color and
form and.......
music has certain recognizable clichés,
Vivaldi, Geminiani, Corelli, Scarlatti,
Bach owned and/or copied.
Handel dead on April 14th, in the music of JS Bach.
If only old Bach could have heard the performance! a fast, almost racy tempo-
a concerto! two solo instruments! In music too, music is
music. A good Bach performance
might be summarized in one simple adjective
III.
his gut-stringed
instrument
is in the shape of
an instrument: an important dramatic feature
Women respond to the energetic gut string;
battles have been fought,
"Dazzle the Listener"
Another radical piece is called "Loudness"
"Simply Toss the Dice" is
"The Finishing Touch Left Incomplete" has
a secondary theme concerning the gentle,
flowing textures of females. a maestro
cannot give ideas head. Our discussion will not be limited to ideas.
ATTERED ROSE
BIZ: Hey. Biz shrugs to Rocco.
BIZ: Hi, I'm Biz. JOLLY: No.
BIZ: Listen, Jolly. JOLLY: What for?
BIZ: Well. JOLLY: It's okay.
BIZ: Hey. BIZ (o.c.): What?
BIZ: Sure.
JOLLY: Yeah.
JOLLY: Nothing.
Biz waves back.
JOLLY: Just some boy.
Biz sighs.
BIZ: Well.
Jolly sees Biz approaching the house.
BIZ: Hi.
BIZ: Quit my job.
JOLLY: Great.
JOLLY: Spanish.
BIZ: You're a redhead.
JOLLY: Just don't... BIZ: Yeah?
JOLLY (startled): Okay.
Biz and Jolly are sitting under a tree.
Biz and Jolly are necking underneath some bleachers.
JOLLY: No.
Jolly necking with Biz.
BIZ: Yeah.
BIZ: Yeah.
JOLLY: Yeah...
BIZ: Sure is pretty.
BIZ: You know Jolly... well. JOLLY: Yeah.
BIZ: Listen.
Biz waves goodbye.
Biz approaches Jolly's house.
Biz draws the pistol.
BIZ: What for?
Biz starts forward.
BIZ: Hey... BIZ: I shot you.
Biz's breathing is heavy.
Biz rushes down the stairs. BIZ: Hey, where you going?
JOLLY: Rocco... This is Jolly...
BIZ (sighs): Well...
This startles Jolly.
Biz touches Rocco's heart.
Biz drags Rocco into the cellar.
BIZ: Listen, honey. BIZ: Wouldn't be funny... BIZ: Oh...
Biz studies Jolly for signs.
BIZ: How you doing?
BIZ: Yeah, me too.
Biz and Jolly building a treehouse.
BIZ: Take a break. JOLLY: Time passes.
BIZ: Jolly!
Jolly is telling a joke at Biz's urging.
BIZ: Isn't that funny?
Jolly smiles politely.
Biz and Jolly eye one another. ROCCO: Biz... BIZ: Okay.
BIZ: Okay.
Biz walks out into the field to join Jolly. BIZ: Put that down.
Suddenly, Biz spots Rocco.
BIZ: Rocco!
Jolly sits down.
BIZ: Bunch of junk.
Biz walks back into Jolly's life.
JOLLY: Hi.
BIZ: Well, he's gone.
Biz draws his gun.
BIZ: No... BIZ: You don't mind?
JOLLY: Hi.
JOLLY: I've got to stick by Biz...
BIZ: You tired?
JOLLY: Yeah.
BIZ: Yeah, you look tired...
Biz and Jolly build a large Victorian mansion. Biz rings the bell.
Biz winks at Holly.
BIZ: Hi.
BIZ: Good deal...
JOLLY: Hi... BIZ: Hi.
BIZ: Yeah. BIZ: What's that?
BIZ: Sure.
Biz closes the door.
BIZ: Groceries.
Biz and Jolly come out the front door.
JOLLY: Don't.
JOLLY: No.
BIZ: Positive?
JOLLY: Yes.
Biz chuckles at this, which pleases Jolly.
BIZ: Everybody loves trout.
JOLLY: I'm serious.
JOLLY: You're crazy.
Biz spins the bottle.
Biz inspects its position. BIZ: Never mind. JOLLY: What?
BIZ: Nothing... JOLLY: I'm sorry. BIZ: Well. JOLLY: Yeah.
BIZ: Hey. BIZ: God... BIZ: Love this air.
BIZ: Morning... BIZ: Well, listen. BIZ: Now don't worry.
BIZ: Name is ... JOLLY: Biz!
BIZ: Okay, friend.
Biz joins her.
Biz looks at her.
Biz walks closer to Jolly.
BIZ: Hey, anybody here?
JOLLY: Hi... BIZ: Damn.
Biz heads down the highway.
BIZ: Hi.
Jolly is startled. Biz turns to her.
Biz turns back around.
BIZ: No.
ROCCO: Biz... BIZ: Mmmmm.
ROCCO: You like people?
ROCCO: Want a comb?
BIZ: Damn! ROCCO: Jolly's over here, Biz. BIZ: Sure.
Biz leans against the car.
Biz turns serious.
JOLLY: Yeah.
BIZ: Thanks anyway.
ROCCO: Well, Biz...
JOLLY: Hi.
BIZ: Thanks.
And here's one from 2001 that after quite a few revisions and expansions ended up in Invisible Bride:
WINTER OUTTAKES
I’ve heard, and it seems true, that winter brings
more serious outtakes. What we see as color is actually
the amount of energy in the light hitting our eyes.
Charles Darwin says that he was told elephants would
sometimes weep from sorrow. I have cardinals
attacking windows at my house almost every spring
and summer. Likewise, winter uses some extreme methods
to punish its prisoners; this includes a riveting scene
where I must carry rocks back and forth and then
go back home and make some sleep. I like it when people
come and go through me and get lost in there; anything
to be weightless. Again. When a bird sings, framed by
a background of snow, it is liable to be ornithological fantasy.
The most important thing that your Mom ever did was to
acknowledge that you had to come down from your artificial high.
She didn't try to keep you aloft in that artificial state.
She didn’t take a road trip to come get the glass off your hands.
And how do wolves react when they find a dead wolf?
They just continue to search out prey, and save
for a few poor souls stuck in an elevator for awhile,
life goes on pretty much as normal. Wolves don’t really
prepare for the winter, but with its illusory, ethereal
production, wistful melodies, and oft-funereal pace,
winter is one of those rare seasons that can completely
absorb you in such a way as to almost dissolve
the wolf inside you. When light is reflecting off the snow
and into my eyes, I detest the quality of the reflection.
By the way, this attitude towards nature is fairly recent;
we have problems believing in heaven, but not in wolves.
The texture remains clear as water and everybody
is beautifully in tune. There is a saying prevalent
throughout much of the Southern states of the U.S:
"If you don't like the wolves in this state, wait ten minutes
and they will change." The flies are noting rain.
On a more serious note, Darwin says that the shape
of the new moon gives an indication of the likelihood of pain.
He says that we will be either holding it in or pouring it out.
My boys are told where to dig and given a meager supply
of water and food in spite of the awful cold. As I watch musicals
set in the 17th and 18th century, I wonder how people
occupied their time other than killing, digging, and writing letters.
People go, "Well, what's the fortune at the end? It doesn't
give the fortune." Exactly. What's the point of Song?
To get it wrong. To tear separately and separately: always
that house, those heights, these spirituals (which are incorrect).
Most of this world is small. Me: the table that covers the pebble
which comes out from the dog that talks, that divines to the world
what is important, what is not: which are the right rivers
in the correct tunnels. Because? Because the afterlife
is only as attractive as the traveler. Because the first afterlife
goes out to cross the river that borders it. Because a cloud is a boat.
My eyes cry out because what I see talks like I do: like this,
from inside a cloud. In the winter we separate thoughts from
that which is vivid. This is a detail, a fact: to be heavy is sufficient
knowledge of our account and our attitude towards grace
has long been like that of the driver who cannot stop
when his headlights illuminate an obstacle. He’s going so fast.
Science is providing us with somewhat shinier obstacles. Indeed,
there is black ice. Yes, the ice drops down from above.
Winter grows the more it talks. My hair goes down to my waist;
it is not aware that it is wretched, thus it continues to grow.
Winter substantiates itself in the genuineness of the chill
that it speaks. It grows and is pleased by the idea
that a chill is our fate and should be our practice. My boys
come in, sometimes, and leave snow-puddles by the door,
their ears cabbage-red, their noses too. Their sweaters are often dark,
their conversations often intelligent (in a repressive, diaristic
sort of way). The story of children in the snow, of being chased
by winter but never caught, is the story of us being chased
by our childhoods, of our childhoods always escaping and becoming
“the collective memory” when we, after years of running, suddenly
turn and return the favor. Still, certain things stay stable.
Weeks before it arrives, I taste winter in my mouth, which is always
as startling as a loud knock on the snow. If I were to search
for a vast habitat, it could be found, though the place to draw
its borders would not be between, for example, winter and spring,
but winter and snow—and yet, this is how the little girl in me
wandered off in the first place, bored, stained and ruffled,
not a part of the game anymore.